Sunday, September 25, 2011

NAVIKARA ASKRAVIDYA

yap seperti postingan gue sebelumnya, gue bilang gue adalah capsis 81. calon-pengurus-osis-81.
setelah 2 minggu jadi capsis, gue dilantik, tepatnya senin kemarin, 19 september 2011. yeah gue tau itu agak telat, dulu dulu itu bulan juli kalo gak salah. yaudalaya.

nama kabinet gue adalah Navikara Aksravidya, nama panggilannya Askra. cakep kan? yadong B) yang ngusulin nama kalo ga salah goldy sama daniel, gue sih males banget nyari nama, apalah arti sebuah nama -_- ya pokoknya Navikara Askravidya sendiri artinya pemimpin yang berani membawa pembaharuan dalam koridor kebijaksanaan. don't ask kenapa pake kata-kata 'koridor' karena itu ngga penting (curhat dikit)
kabinet ini cuma berisi 14 orang, sementara tahun sebelumnya 27, sebelumnya lagi 24, sebelum sebelumnya lagi ya sekitar segituan, sampe ada yagn 40 orang. nampaknya kabinet gue yang paling sedikit orangnya emang.... makanya moto kami adalah Parvus Numero, Magnus Merito. hehe arti eksaknya gue ngga tau tapi ya intinya biar kata dikit tapi kami tetep saik :p

wols lah, gue di sini jadi kasie 2. gue juga bingung mau nyebut gue sendiri apa, soalnya gue bukan kasie, gue kan ngga punya angsie. sementara syarat untuk jadi ketua adalah punya anggota... oke gue giting. udah gausah dibahas, gue ngga bakal nemu juga jawabannya. seksi 2 itu judulnya Bidang Wawasan Keilmuan, ngebawahin ekskul sigma sama study club.
don't ever ask kenapa gue milih seksi ginian, gue sampe sekarang ya jujur masih agak gampang dokam kalo ditanya alesannya. secara gue bukan anak sigma (KIR) apalagi study club osn, plus gue anak ips.
mungkin...gue agak ngerasa pd ada di ips, karena saingannya ngga gitu berat. er tapi ngga juga sih. agak ngga nyambung pula. ataulah.
yang jelas trims sebanyak banyaknya buat kak ivan yang udah bantuin gue dari ujung ke ujung tentang keseksiduaan. lopyu pul deh kak.

trus sekarang gue punya kewajiban baru: push up bayar utang seri angkatan sejumlah 250 seri. \m/ sementara emerald yang jumlah orangnya jauh lebih banyak daripada angkatan gue cuma 75 seri. thankieeeeeeeeees buat barly sama jovi ketang waketang pensador yang ngitung seri ngebut sampe serinya sebanyak itu...

daftar absen NA:
NA#1 Daniel Edward Humala Hutagaol
NA#2 Achmad Arviandito Caessara
NA#3 Nabila Abdilla Mirsan
NA#4 Emilka Nuradanta
NA#5 RR Vena Dewatarie
NA#6 Goldy Fariz Dharmawan
NA#7 Robertus Kristianto
NA#8 Alya Chandra Pinanditha
NA#9 Resha Dirga Widianto
NA#10 Shabrina Nurul Izzanissa
NA#11 Inung Widyo Ari Prastomo
NA#12 Resi Octovianisa Putri
NA#13 Kharisma Aditya
NA#14 Aulia Nadira

nomor absen itu diurutin berdasarkan formasi jabatan. NA#1 ketua, NA#2 wakil, sekretaris 1 sekretaris 2, bendahara, kasie 1, angsie 1, sie 2 dst sampe sie 8. kasian ya yang punya angsie goldy doang yang laen nggak -_-

hem tau nggak ke-Askra-an gue ini sukses bikin temen temen gue kurus ._. gimana nggak, orang ngantor aja berangkat jam 9 pagi pulang jam 5 sore, lah kita berangkat jam 6 pagi pulang jam 8 malem.... itu juga kalo ngga ada jadwal clubbing bersama #eh
tapi gue tetep gini gini aja, malah naek setengah kilo \:D/

tapi di balik kebahagiaan gue bersibuk sibuk ria, gue juga punya beberapa kegalauan. pertama gue adalah PO yang merangkap operasional plus bendahara carvedium 11. er....ini agak susah ya soalnya kalo di askra ada rapat trus gue ngga bisa dateng lantaran ada acara carve gue ngga punya angsie buat ngegantiin gue. sebaliknya, kalo di carve ada apa apa sementara gue ngga bisa dateng karena ada sesuatu di askra ngga ada bendahara dua atau operasional dua. sial.
yaudalaya. kedua. nah ini yang agak gue betein. it's all about wara. gue takut dia ambegan gara gara gue tinggal melulu, ntar kalo dia jadi pria kesepian jarang dibelai trus mangkal gimana huhu pacar durhaka deh gue.
nggaklah, gue bisa kok bagi waktu :3

ngomong ngomong tentang bagi waktu, pasitu gue janji kalo ranking gue ngga akan keluar dari 5 besar di IPS, karena gue udah jauh dari yang namanya fisika, perusak nilai gue. trus yaaaa sejauh ini gue ulangan belom ada satupun yang remed. alhamdulillah yah. makasih kanan kiri yang udah ngasih gue ilham (?)

oke cukup segini tentang askra nya, mungkin lain kali gue cerita lagi tentang askra :')

Thursday, September 8, 2011

alya orang sibuk

sela~~mat malam duhai keka~~sih *sobet bercengkok*
yap salah ini udah malem. oke gue eror. tau eror kenapa? karena gue capek.

well, to be honest, i am ENJOYING sank in the middle of these rush *dancing dancing dancing*

akhirnya cita-cita gue sebagai orang sibuk kesampean juga. alhamdulillah yah :') jadi alya itu statusnya selain sebagai pelajar SMAN 81 Jakarta, anak bapak sama ibu, juga pengurus Carvedium tahun kepengurusan 2011-2012 yang notabene cuma ada 4 pengurus dan semuanya perempuan. YEAH! kami adalah telettubies imut yang nggak obesitas, nggak bego, dan strong. please welcome: Sharfina Jasmine as TinkyWinky, Nabila Abdilla Mirsan as Dipsy, Chandrika Najwa Malufti as Lala, and ME! Alya Chandra Pinanditha as Po :'3

utuk utuk banget.

selain itu, status yang baru disandang adalah CAPSIS. Calon Pengurus Osis. yap keyen kan :') *nggak juga...
jadi setelah ngidam berrrrbulan bulan akhirnya dibuka juga tuh pendaftaran capsis. tapi ternyata masa yang daftar cuma 21 orang. hm. menyusut menyusut yang masih bertahan setelah petualangan minta tanda tangan, wawancara, pembuatan nametag, dan besok LDKS, tinggal14 orang.
fagyeeee gimana caranya -_- eh tapi positifnya sih ya, gue ngga ada saingan buat jadi Kasie 2, kasie idaman gue, bidang Wawasan Keilmuan yeah.
kenapa gue pilih bidang ini, padahal yang gue denger adalah kasie 2nya Zura (PO emerald) adalah ranking 1 angkatan IPA emerald, sementara angsie nya kak saras as i knooooow emang pinter dan tampaknya ambisius. lah gue? gue cuma seorang anak IPS yang maksa masuk ips padahal bisa ambil ipa #eaea udah gitu ngga bisa fisika, kalo ngomong nyolot dan belepotan, dan yang paling kronis adalah gue...lemot.
:/


intinya sih gue gak tau apa gue ngefans sama kak ivan as kasie 2 nya Varca apa gimana (kenapa harus dia) ya pokoknya gue pengen aja.
gue kadangmikir, kenapa wawasan keilmuan isinya melulu anak ipa. lah ips kan ilmu juga. ilmu sosial, krusial tuh buat idup orang.
gue gak tau kenapa nasionalisme gue ke ips.

tapi sama 13 orang calon temen seperjuangan gue, gaktau gimana gue udah klop loh alhamdulillah ya :') trus dari nitrogen cuma gue doang buhhh.
kita udah bikin nametag,cakep pulak.

curhat dikit. masku yang apik itu aga aga ga setuju soalnya takut gue terlalu sibuk. awalnya gue mikir er apabanget. tapi lama lama, eh iya juga ya :/ ini ajaaaa udah dikit bgt smsnya (bahkan gue gak sempet untuk sekedar kepikiran dia nikung sama cewe lain... ASTAGA GUE) yaudalaya apa yang terjadi terjadilah, yang dia tau hanyalah menyambung nyawa

dah ah akhirnya berisi juga ni blog ekekek :p

Sunday, August 28, 2011

background profile gue keren gak? *wink wink*

background profile gue keren gak? *wink wink*

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Sunday, August 14, 2011

nitrogen

Nitrogen? what the hell is that?

Nineteen-ten-three-of-eighty-one or angkatan ke-19, 10.3, di sman 81 :)

but Nitrogen isn't just that. isn't just a name of class. nitrogen is a friendship, and a family. it means a lot for me.

well, if i say that i miss Nitrogen, it means i miss all part of it. not just miss my best friends in nitrogen, but all...i mean, ALL part of it.

a year means nothing. it's like i've been years with them. it feels like...i've knew them so well, from long time ago. then it also feels like... my (school) live gonna be nothing without them.

exaggerated, eh?
i don't think so.

if you're part of us, i bet you'll feel the same.

it doesn't mean i didn't have cool and good classes before. when i was in 9grade, i thought that it would be the best class ever. but then, a year later, i found the better one. or maybe will be the best one?
now i think so.

i feel i can (and i'm on the way to promise that i will) cancel every schedule, every event, everything, just for attending nitrogen's event.
exaggerated? well...er...no.

briefly: i love nitrogen, of all the love, friendship, and happiness i've felt. my only one.

Monday, August 1, 2011

July, 2010.
there he was. kinda freak. er....his name is like a girl's name. so i asked him. "hey, why is your name like a girl's?"

November, 2010
i saw him use a ridiculous profile picture at his facebook this evening. i laughed a lot, and then i wrote on his wall "HEY, YOUR PP IS SOOOOOOO HANDSOME!"the next morning, his friend told me that his girlfriend got angry with me because i wrote such words in his facebook. she wrote in her blog about it. oh man, i really felt guilty. immediately i visited her blog and said sorry to her. i really didn't mind for making her angry.
i mean... i did still in love with my ex.

December, 2010
he was cute. i did love to sit beside him, to listen his jokes, and to laugh together with him. hey, it (absolutely) didn't mean i started to like him. i often told him story about my ex. he was kind of my 'garbage can'. it was nice to share love stories with him.
but his girlfriend started to get jealous with me.

January 24th, 2011
he got his first year anniversary with his girlfriend. congratulation, boy! you're cool B)

February, 23th 2011
i approached him that morning. "please, help me. my teacher asked me to fix the essay, and the deadline is tomorrow!!!" i said panicky.
he just shut up, then said "al, i broke up tonight."
i was speechless. "you...what??"
"..."
"you..broke up?" half whispered. i looked in his eyes and suddenly realized. it swollen. "really?? but... WHY?"
"there's something."
"something what?"
"just...something."
"oh no. you broke up, because of me, didn't you?"
"no, no, it's not because of you."
"please..." i whispered. i touched his knee softly. "i'm so sorry."

another day in February, 2011
we sat by twos, side by side, was looking at his laptop.
meutia came, and said "hey, guys, what are you both doing? you look very intimate."
i smiled. but before i said something, he already said "hey mut, you know, i will ask her for being my girlfriend back, two months again."
i laughed. "yeah, you're cute."
but i didn't understand why it hurt.
hey, i mean, i was still in love with my ex.
er...

March and April, 2011
i really don't understand. but we got closer. our friends also kept push both of us for being close. and closer. more. and more. i even forgot about my ex.
i love him?

May 7th, 2011
it was laperis. i came to school and watch the event. fyi, this is the event of paskibra. he was one of the committee. in the morning, i felt that day would be different.
at the afternoon, we went to mcd for getting some lunch with our friends. i sat in one side of table, and he sat in another side. suddenly he moved his plate, and sat beside me. he smiled.
we ate with our friends, and the middle of dialogue, he
thrust a bar of potato to my mouth.
i smiled, and felt like....wow.
then we went back to the school, and we spend almost the rest day by twos. we sat on the corner of the gate, under the shade trees, talked about everything, laughed together, stared each other.... and i felt like drove out of something when he left me for a moment for doing his job.
i really felt the day was really different. happier. brighter.

the beginning of June, 2011
"you said you'll ask her for being your (ex) gf back, two months after you broke up. hey, it's almost four months."
"don't know, al. i feel i'd better this way. i love for being single."

the middle of June, 2011
"i want to ask something."
"yes, al."
"what am i in your mind?"
"well, i also wanted to ask you that kind of question."
"so?"
"you are my 'friend'. not only my friend."
"what's the different?"
he just laughed. "guess."

June 18th, 2011
"i want to talk about something to you. "
"ok, just say it."
"no, i should say it directly."
"er...okay. when?"
"would you come in monday?"
"it's pra-LD. i'll be there after 3 o'clock."
"K."

June, 19th 2011
"chan, he said he want to talk to me next monday. what do you think?"
"that's easy. he just want to say that he loves you."
"...."
"....?"
"it's impossible."
yeah. but i still thought it over, over and over.

June, 20th 2011
morning: *stepping* "come on, three o'clock, come faster, please..."
afternoon: *lunch* "come on, three o'clock, come faster, please..."
3 o'clock."al, there he is."
i turned. there he was. wore a black t-shirt which he got from dji-sam-soe, long jeans, and his adidas new shoes. he also brought his bima (hey, it always you, bim)
then we walk to a canteen next to the school, and i brought my big and heavy carrier by myself, because i was afraid if i let them carried my carrier, then it will be broken....
we sat in the long chair. he sat beside me. i drank a bottle of ice tea.
suddenly bima stood up and said "sorry, i should take my call." then he walked outside.
i just dazed, because i didn't hear any ringtone.
for some moments we kept in silence.
"er...al, do you know what i want to talk about...?"
"no."
"really?"
"yes."
"er..."
"...."
"you really don't know what i want to talk about??"
"yes."
"...."
"...."
"really??"
"YES! so say it now."
"...."
"...."
"al."
"yes?"
"do you know, that i've been loving you for a long time."
"..."
"..."
"yes i know."
he smiled.
silent for some moment.
"so, would you be my girlfriend?"
then i also smiled. and chuckled. "yes."
he stared at me. "so?"
"yes."
"yes what?"
"yes, i would."
Puti Keswara Sudarsono

and me.